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POUR OUT A BUCKET OF BLOOD TO INSPIRE A DROP.

miss..

LIEW HUANYI!

screams! why?

cause...

she's my new sheep! :)


man, what a privilege! LOL.
lunch'd with joanne and huanyi..

later shepherded huanyi :)
then went home to..

change and meet my shepherd!

JACQ JACQ!
was telling jacq of some stuffs.

& guess what! on my way home, i received a message of encouragement
from mr dennis loh! HAHA. thanks! (:
lol. thanks jacq and dennis. you rock! \m/

tmr's gonna be buzzzzzzzy.

1. shepherding with sylvina.
2. service.
3. sub-core meeting.
4. core team meeting.
5. YCLM.
6. jacq's meeting.

i'll do my best in studies and ministry! (:

initially i'm not supposed to be blogging, neither did i want to as well.
wanted to just read my emails.

but i just blog-surf. and read huanyi's blog..

Yes, its veryy late now!! but i just want to stay up late,to know god's better. YES! i just converted two days ago. 210608. Perhaps i got motivated by what javin's had said to me wks ago, its really takes me alot of time to make this decision. Last wk, before i converted,my mind was filled with all this: "should i convert, and become a christian, and believe in god??" Okay,this was driving me like nuts.Brains are like pretty clogged up by too many things around . But at last, i finally made a decision, which is to believe in god. At that time, i still find it unbelievable that god can do to make a difference in our lives. So i decided to try out.When i was on the way for a holiday to malaysia, i really faced alot of problems. i quarrelled with my father, that time, i really felt that he was very unreasonable, amd is not only me. I cried. I really regretted coming. So at that time, i really prayed, as i rmbered what javin had spoken to me. Though i had not converted, i still prayed. And then? yes,god answered my prayer!! Not only that, i was like quite sick and had a bad headache,really hurts, so i prayed. I prayed that i would soon recovered after i woke up from the 2hrs nap AND?? Yes, i felt better then!!! It was quite a miracle, usually if i were to be sick, i won be able to recover in such a short period of time. It will take me yrs,but this time round,tts really miracle. I also prayed for many many things, wherever probs i encountered, i will not hestitate to pray, and guess what?? everything falls beyond...... yesh!its all come true.Its just like a heavy stone out from my heart!From then on, i really believe in god, though i didnt expressed it out. Though theres alot of things that im still unsure about, but i'll try to read,learn,ask in order to have a more clearer and better view of god. God i will do my best and you do the rest.God, i pray that you will speak to me. In jesus name i pray, Amen. Went for service 2days ago, i didnt really participated, except for praying. Hahas honest speaking, im not really used to it with the cg people? hahas, i think i need time. Give me time,and i'll be use to it. (:LASTLY, I LIKE TO END HERE BY thanking JAVIN NG for all those words that you had said to me!! Many Many! and clearing my doubts. And CANDACE LYE to allow me to know god and many many as well!! YEA, really wanna thank you two! I dunno how to expressed my gratitude, but i really really really is thankful. <3We built this love with the craft of our beautiful and loving hands,Yet,with your bare hands ,you could take it down again <33

i teared. ok, a bit. lol :)
omg lah. -those were the days of pioneering NAS-

God!!!! i'm so stress with my studies.
am really stressed.
mock exam next week, and my people not doing well.

wo hen paaaaaaaaa.

i'll move on! i told esther! and i mean it. im moving on. (:

i was reminded of camp.
i want a lot a lot of people holding hands with me as i go Heaven.
i'll say "LAO PA, WO HUI LAI LE! I'VE RUN THE RACE, KEPT THE FAITH!"

Jesus, i'm Yours.
"determination"

my shepherd! :)

-taken from joyce tan's blog!-
this picture was taken around 3 am in the morning O:
i love love love my shepherd! (awww)

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it struck me hard in cl camp yesterday that i need to have determination in everything i do- strong determination! :DD

just to sum up what made me happy (:BB) this week:

1) i saw how serious sylvina is to find her 2 sheep by end june!
2) i met pig to study together!
3) lilian, wenhui, vivien phua, vivian teo and i surprise visit lina on monday for her 16th!
4) wild wild wet with eastbc!
5) opy and ocy are back!
6) CL camp rocks big time!
7) joanne & huanyi are coming tmr!

school's starting- i really. really. really. don't know what to expect. ):

-if you have determination, nothing, nobody can stop you!-

"finisher of CG08"

yay! i shall affirm my cg members in this post :) aren't you honoured? lol!

(in no order)

to start the ball rolling shall be daphne! :)
hahaha! yes girl! i know you don't know i've a blog, which! i'll let you know soon, haha anyway! i just wanna say that WELCOME TO THE FAMILY OF GOD! :D whoo! though you're new, i can tell that you're really sincere in knowing God more! haha, i really like that spirit man! i believe it pleases God as well. haha, you're really a very genuine person! and someone who says, and will do it! example recently when i asked you for church concert- you replied okay! haha, and you came! then when i asked you after the concert if can come for service, you said yes w/o thinking twice.

woah! :D yayy! and you came too! HAHA, God'll honour you man! :) continue to have this child-like faith of wanting more and more of God. you'll grow so much more! love you! :BB

hey twin! lol. YOU GOT A LOT OF TWINSXXXX LAH! HAHAHA, i know i say a lot of times le, still! LOL. twin! LOL. k lah. mm, yayyyyy! lol, i still find it amusing when once i bent down my head and someone called me siewling. LOL. NO LINK. hahaha, k! yah girl! :) i must say that i truly enjoy spending time with you- crappy moments. haha, i thank God for this f/s! :D never have i thought that after restructure, we'll be in the same cg. whoo! God's plans yah!

anyway, i also want to thank God for you for your support. YES! you're a very great support to leow and i, TO EASTC2! three cheers! :) i'm anticipating that you'll grow much much more! you've a new sheep! whoo! LOL. cont' to give God your best- obedience, consistency, maturity. all these will please God! :D let's be finisher of CG08! it's easy to start the race, but keep your focus on the finishing line! we'll overcome it together! three cheers for siewmai! hahaha, you go girl! serve God with your all! i don't want you to miss out! :D

shen si! *huggggggggs* -i must be very light- LOL! IM SO GLAD YOU'RE BACK SERVING WITH US! whoo! yaaaah! my dardar. lol (blush) wanna say that you're someone whom i greatly appreciate in my life. we were once's sheepmate! lol. cute right. lol okay. CHERYL LEONG! the girl who used to be emo-kid (LOL) now! you're someone who's laughter is contagious! LOL. omg lah. hahah, our nights together in chalet is simply LOL. okay, i can continue laughing at what YOU did that nights. HAHAHA.

back to the point- haha, i feel that you've truly matured since you came back, yes! i'm so happy for you! you'll always be the one that's highh! HAHAA, and in cg, you'll always be so readily sharing your testimonies! wheeee. continue to trust in God for greater things! you also someone who goes the extra mile for people- for example buying medicine for yanyu, javin when they were unwell. also! like yday, when i asked you for the fastest way home, you gave me a lot of suggestions, and even called your cousin to help. ahhh thanks! continue to have this kind of heart for people for God yah! don't quit on God, all the way for Jesus! :)

hi sheep! LOL. what's with that face?! HAHAHA. we've nicer pics together, but it's in your memory card ): HAHAHA. so make do with this first? LOL. sheep ah sheep! i know we're only like 3 months together as shepherd and sheep, i dare to say our f/s has grown greatly! :) i'm glad that i'm able to play a part in your life, i'm really thankful that you opened to me. HAHA! breakthrough lehhh! LOL. yes girl! continue to have breakthroughs in your life- either you grow/ backslide.

i don't want you to miss out in this! :B on the very first night of camp, i'm sorry that i was unable to answer your question, i want you to know that God knows all the answer- YOU ARE CHOSEN BY GOD!!!! don't deny that! cause God makes NO mistakes. He's God right? :) haha, don't insult Your God- dream big and do big things for God! i'm amazed that you shared that you want to be a UL. lol, if i'm not wrong. YAY! you can de! i see the potential in you! :) haha. whatever i said that night, i mean it! i'm committed to you, i'm committed to see you grow! like a seed that will reap much much more fruits!

as you responded to overcome books, APPLY IT IMMEDIATELY! it's time to grow out from that! let's be overcomers for Jesus! God's heartbeat's for the whole world! get out of that nutcase and you'll find your life with Jesus much more fulfilling! jiayou! it's not easy, but i hope you'll keep to your word! let's be do-ers on the word. c'mon! EASTC3 ARE FOR US TO CLAIM! :) HAHAHA. gogogo!

yoyoyo! :) a powerful woman of God! HAHAHA. time to respond to God's calling- to go and make disciples! :D YAY! you've been a great support to me! :) like, when i ask you to do a task, always readily available! LOL. so yay! thank God for you! you're someone crazy for God! always so crazzzzzy! oh! thanks for cooking a meal for me that time, indeed it was a great blessing! when i did not have any money for lunch, your meal was a great blessing! thanks girl! LOL. continue to share God's goodness to people! God'll use you greatly de! hehe. yay!

i'm in this with you to complete coral! wheeeeeeee. coral family must grow! imagine us sharing testimony on stage next! and we'll hold hands with one another. AHHHH IM DYING TO SEE THAT! yay! i'm glad to be serving together with you in this family of God! let's continue to open up our lives with one another yah! LOL. continue to give God& His kingdom your best k! cause God deserves it! Amen? lovexxx! :BB

lol! taken from your blog :) hahaha, hello ex-ex shepherd! lol. glad to be leading a cg with you x: HAHAHA, you're someone who knows a lot of my flaws. lolllllllll. i'm glad our f/s' stronger as we grow in Christ! i really really thankful how God brought us closer :) you're indeed a true friend to me, someone there to encourage me, advise me, etc.

i remember times when i was despair, you were there to spur me on, times when things didn't seem right, you came to encourage me :) thank you thank you thank you! it is you who also saw the potential in me and invested your time to grow me! wheee~ if it isn't for you, i would have backslided long long time ago. lol. thanks for availing your time to me- like that time i was so scared to call *'s parents, you kept me accompany and all. ahhhhhh thanks! that was what i really needed- a little push. lol. thanks girl! let's continue to sharpen one another. and you shall take EASTC2. cause EASTC3 is mine! HAHAHAH, lameee. okay, but i'm dead serious! :) alrighty, love you to bitx! cheers to our 3 years of friendship and let's run to the end! :) i'm anticipating EASTC2 grow like siaoooooooooo! (:

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i'm committed to you girls, hope you're in this with me! :)
the KOG must keep advancing! get out of your comfort zone!

wheeeee. let's end the race!
let's claim the victory!

opy & ocy are coming back this thursday!
-mixed feelings-

moving on no matter what! :)


"wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchless in every way"

man, when we were singing that song, i just bowed on my knees,
worshipping my powerful God. :)

rightttttttt, photox! {:

higher, deeper, wider! :)

shepherd and sheepmates!:)

the bunch of people i worked closely with! (:

jacq's CLs! hahaha (:

EAST BC! :)

EASTC2! w/o penglin, daphne and joyce- people who came for part-time! :)
we may be small, BUT we WILL NEVER remain small! Amen? :)

stupid sheep! :)

joan joan joan! someone i treasure in my life! :)

coral family! love you all many! :)

friendship built on Christ will never end! :)

beloved pig and yingjie! :)

hahah! sheepmatex, meng and yingjie!

butt butt butt butt *poots* rocks! :)

mimi! :) more to go! :) haha, next post.


this camp was different. :)
as what i stated in my previous post, hahaha, to add on. God just kept pouring and pouring!

my camp objectives:
1. major on the major, and not on the minor.
2. fall in love with the wOG.
3. grow in God-centeredness.

i shall share 2 verses God spoke to me directly during worship..

1. john 15:4- Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.
(He told me on 1st night in camp, before DK(?) shared on 2nd night) whoo! man, i was really praying with all my heart that GOD! DON'T PASS ME BY! and like jacob wrestle with God to bless him :) this verse really mean a lot. in terms of studies, group growth. as long, as long as i remain in Him! i'll bear much fruits, for w/o Him, i cannot bear any.

2. matthew 22:37- Jesus replied: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.'
if you love God with all your heart, mind and soul, the great commission is important to you! people matters to you! fruitfulness is normal! when you love God with all your HEART, your heart motives must be right! your desires must be right before God. with all your SOUL, you must desire for spiritual stuffs! MIND, focus on God! don't think negatively, don't be judmental, don't give in to Satan! :) Amen!

thank You Lord. :) I'm pening (blogging) so that when I look back, I give thanks!
if you read my previous blog, xanga.com/monsterdance - my dec camp post. (X29)

God dropped a word in my heart to invest in lives and KOG. i remember that time i was so burdened about opy. and guess what! opy shared testimony in january! it's God's word who changed my life. and.. it's God's word that made me who I am today :)

dennis asked the CLs on monday night- do we want to stay in the Youth? though i'm not in Poly now, but it dropped me a burden, whether i should move on next year or stay in Youth. mannnnnnnnn, I CAN TELL YOU I WANT TO STAY IN THE YOUTH! I WANT TO PLANT SEEDS IN THIS GENERATION! I WANT TO KEEP IMPACTING LIVES AND LEAVE A LEGANCY HERE! to continue investing in more lives and in the KOG! :)

convicted about it! (: i jot down on my camp booklet the areas God spoke and i want to change in! :) and as i'm typing now, whoo! boy. God! haha, yes! just walk across the room, just life my 1 and only life for Christ! cause, THIS WILL LAST! :)

i don't care how you look at me, i'm going all out for God!

in the camp, met sylvina on the 1st night/ 2nd day morning! teehehe, quality time i treasure most! :)

2nd night/ 3rd day morning, met up with sylvina, pig and javin. javin- YES GIRL! I CAUGHT YOUR VISION! AM IN THIS WITH YOU. BY FAITH AND IN JESUS' NAME, CORAL WILL GROW. CORAL. WILL. GROW! labour in the Lord for it won't be in vain! you go girl! lead with a burdened heart! (: pig- lol, typo error! k, my message for you is HERE! yay! thanks for pei-ing me! hahahaha, jiayou in growing! let's be overcomers! :) hahaha, don't dwell in the past, give thanks and move on! start the race, end the race k! :) LOVE YOU PIGGY.

3rd night/ 4th day morning, whee! pyjamas night! LOL. also shepherding time! with my dearest jacqqqq! HAHAHA. thanks for your listening ear shepherd! cos i really shared alot, (actually got somemore de) hahaa, still! thanks for availing your time though you were tired! really! hahah, love you shepherd! (: caught up with my spiritual buddy! JADE HO! hahaha, though time spent wasn't long, still! thanks for sharing and all! keep me accountable of my words k! i know both of us were super duper tired! LOL. I STILL CAN REMEMBER WHEN YOU BANGED URSELF AT THE ENTRANCE THERE! teehehe! :) love ya butt! keep serving God! don't focus on your limitations and keep dreaming big for God! thanks for accompanying me till 4-5am! O:

WE SERVE A BIG. GOD.
WE SERVE A BIG BIG BIG GOD.
WE SERVE A BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG GOD.
to Him, the sky's the limit! (:

wordy post, still! LOL. MY GOD, MY GOD, MY GOD'S A BIG GOD.
i praise a BIG GOD, i praise GOD with my all.
i worship a BIG GOD, i worship GOD with my all.
i serve a BIG GOD, i serve GOD with my all.

Yes and Amen to all! :)

let's not just respond during camp!
BUT LET'S RESPOND AFTER CAMP!

anticipating God's move as we labour in prayers! (:
I WILL BE THE NEXT PERSON SHARING TESTIMONY! HAHAHA.
AGAIN! :D YAY!
"nothing else matters"

boy oh boy! photosxxxx time! heh! :BBBBB enjoy alrighty?

most of them are still in my photobucket. hahaha, wait again? hahaha :)
in <24 hours time! *SCREAMSXXXX*
OASIS CAMP!


ask me why i'm excited! :)
1. first time as a EASTC2-ian! (lol)
2. i've set my 3 camp objectives! AND IM READY TO MEET GOD!
3. first time i've a sheep coming to camp with me! :)
3. first time i'm leading a cg in camp!
4. first time my shepherd will be jacq in camp!
5. first time i'll be playing guitar for qt in the morning!
6. first time i'm not involved in anything in camp!
(WHICH MEANS.. I'LL RECEIVE MORE! HAHAHA)

yay! will be going off, to pray, and think of what to speak to my people.
JOYCE'S COMING! CORAL PICTURE PLS! :) HAHAHA.
i can't wait! God move!

my heart's open and soft to Your wordddd!
yay! time to catch up with my beloveds.
I'LL BLOG WHEN I'M BACK FROM CAMP.

another week's time, opy and ocy will be back from penang.
another 2 weeks' time, it's school! ):

*STRESS BALL?* :))
"more than words"

temporal blogskin :)
my face is as red, as a lobster! :D HAHAHHA.
kay, NOT because i'm blushing, but because of the sun. LOL :)

really hope i've grown tanner, hahaha. but it's really whoo!
thank God today's weather was good! :) though really hot in the begining,
still, mid-afternoon weather was awesome! :DDDD

yeah! hahaha, thank you those who came down today for 2/7 gathering!
today= ♥ ♥ ♥!

cut the (k)rab, and pictures! :)

hahhaa i wanted to upload all the pictures edwin sent. but.. i'm lazy! LOL.
so.......... :)
chezzzeeee. be patient.
hahaha, good things are worth the wait .__________.

night'o!

"your joy is my strength"

mia? (:




as soon as i can send my phone's pictures to my computer, i'll blog.
hohoho, welllllllllllllllllllllll. to look forward to:

sheepmates & shepherd outing tonight!
2/7 gathering @ sentosa tmr! (PRAY FOR GOOD WEATHER!)
OASIS CAMP!

camp objectives! *pulls hair* (:
right now, study and mug my butt off.

ps/ when you see me, pls ask me what does HSBC stands for! LOL.
to proof you read my blog, k lah, lame still! hahaha HSBC! :DDDDDD

♥ Candace Lye.
4/7. EastC2. Hope Church Singapore. 23/8/1992. 8/8/2005 :) Jesus, Family, East BC, Friends, Shepherd, Sheep, Spritual Buddy, Elmo, Spongebob. I Treasure Everyone In My Life :) Quality Time, Words, Movies, Shopping, Photography.

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POUR OUT A BUCKET OF BLOOD TO INSPIRE A DROP.

miss..

LIEW HUANYI!

screams! why?

cause...

she's my new sheep! :)


man, what a privilege! LOL.
lunch'd with joanne and huanyi..

later shepherded huanyi :)
then went home to..

change and meet my shepherd!

JACQ JACQ!
was telling jacq of some stuffs.

& guess what! on my way home, i received a message of encouragement
from mr dennis loh! HAHA. thanks! (:
lol. thanks jacq and dennis. you rock! \m/

tmr's gonna be buzzzzzzzy.

1. shepherding with sylvina.
2. service.
3. sub-core meeting.
4. core team meeting.
5. YCLM.
6. jacq's meeting.

i'll do my best in studies and ministry! (:

initially i'm not supposed to be blogging, neither did i want to as well.
wanted to just read my emails.

but i just blog-surf. and read huanyi's blog..

Yes, its veryy late now!! but i just want to stay up late,to know god's better. YES! i just converted two days ago. 210608. Perhaps i got motivated by what javin's had said to me wks ago, its really takes me alot of time to make this decision. Last wk, before i converted,my mind was filled with all this: "should i convert, and become a christian, and believe in god??" Okay,this was driving me like nuts.Brains are like pretty clogged up by too many things around . But at last, i finally made a decision, which is to believe in god. At that time, i still find it unbelievable that god can do to make a difference in our lives. So i decided to try out.When i was on the way for a holiday to malaysia, i really faced alot of problems. i quarrelled with my father, that time, i really felt that he was very unreasonable, amd is not only me. I cried. I really regretted coming. So at that time, i really prayed, as i rmbered what javin had spoken to me. Though i had not converted, i still prayed. And then? yes,god answered my prayer!! Not only that, i was like quite sick and had a bad headache,really hurts, so i prayed. I prayed that i would soon recovered after i woke up from the 2hrs nap AND?? Yes, i felt better then!!! It was quite a miracle, usually if i were to be sick, i won be able to recover in such a short period of time. It will take me yrs,but this time round,tts really miracle. I also prayed for many many things, wherever probs i encountered, i will not hestitate to pray, and guess what?? everything falls beyond...... yesh!its all come true.Its just like a heavy stone out from my heart!From then on, i really believe in god, though i didnt expressed it out. Though theres alot of things that im still unsure about, but i'll try to read,learn,ask in order to have a more clearer and better view of god. God i will do my best and you do the rest.God, i pray that you will speak to me. In jesus name i pray, Amen. Went for service 2days ago, i didnt really participated, except for praying. Hahas honest speaking, im not really used to it with the cg people? hahas, i think i need time. Give me time,and i'll be use to it. (:LASTLY, I LIKE TO END HERE BY thanking JAVIN NG for all those words that you had said to me!! Many Many! and clearing my doubts. And CANDACE LYE to allow me to know god and many many as well!! YEA, really wanna thank you two! I dunno how to expressed my gratitude, but i really really really is thankful. <3We built this love with the craft of our beautiful and loving hands,Yet,with your bare hands ,you could take it down again <33

i teared. ok, a bit. lol :)
omg lah. -those were the days of pioneering NAS-

God!!!! i'm so stress with my studies.
am really stressed.
mock exam next week, and my people not doing well.

wo hen paaaaaaaaa.

i'll move on! i told esther! and i mean it. im moving on. (:

i was reminded of camp.
i want a lot a lot of people holding hands with me as i go Heaven.
i'll say "LAO PA, WO HUI LAI LE! I'VE RUN THE RACE, KEPT THE FAITH!"

Jesus, i'm Yours.
"determination"

my shepherd! :)

-taken from joyce tan's blog!-
this picture was taken around 3 am in the morning O:
i love love love my shepherd! (awww)

-

it struck me hard in cl camp yesterday that i need to have determination in everything i do- strong determination! :DD

just to sum up what made me happy (:BB) this week:

1) i saw how serious sylvina is to find her 2 sheep by end june!
2) i met pig to study together!
3) lilian, wenhui, vivien phua, vivian teo and i surprise visit lina on monday for her 16th!
4) wild wild wet with eastbc!
5) opy and ocy are back!
6) CL camp rocks big time!
7) joanne & huanyi are coming tmr!

school's starting- i really. really. really. don't know what to expect. ):

-if you have determination, nothing, nobody can stop you!-

"finisher of CG08"

yay! i shall affirm my cg members in this post :) aren't you honoured? lol!

(in no order)

to start the ball rolling shall be daphne! :)
hahaha! yes girl! i know you don't know i've a blog, which! i'll let you know soon, haha anyway! i just wanna say that WELCOME TO THE FAMILY OF GOD! :D whoo! though you're new, i can tell that you're really sincere in knowing God more! haha, i really like that spirit man! i believe it pleases God as well. haha, you're really a very genuine person! and someone who says, and will do it! example recently when i asked you for church concert- you replied okay! haha, and you came! then when i asked you after the concert if can come for service, you said yes w/o thinking twice.

woah! :D yayy! and you came too! HAHA, God'll honour you man! :) continue to have this child-like faith of wanting more and more of God. you'll grow so much more! love you! :BB

hey twin! lol. YOU GOT A LOT OF TWINSXXXX LAH! HAHAHA, i know i say a lot of times le, still! LOL. twin! LOL. k lah. mm, yayyyyy! lol, i still find it amusing when once i bent down my head and someone called me siewling. LOL. NO LINK. hahaha, k! yah girl! :) i must say that i truly enjoy spending time with you- crappy moments. haha, i thank God for this f/s! :D never have i thought that after restructure, we'll be in the same cg. whoo! God's plans yah!

anyway, i also want to thank God for you for your support. YES! you're a very great support to leow and i, TO EASTC2! three cheers! :) i'm anticipating that you'll grow much much more! you've a new sheep! whoo! LOL. cont' to give God your best- obedience, consistency, maturity. all these will please God! :D let's be finisher of CG08! it's easy to start the race, but keep your focus on the finishing line! we'll overcome it together! three cheers for siewmai! hahaha, you go girl! serve God with your all! i don't want you to miss out! :D

shen si! *huggggggggs* -i must be very light- LOL! IM SO GLAD YOU'RE BACK SERVING WITH US! whoo! yaaaah! my dardar. lol (blush) wanna say that you're someone whom i greatly appreciate in my life. we were once's sheepmate! lol. cute right. lol okay. CHERYL LEONG! the girl who used to be emo-kid (LOL) now! you're someone who's laughter is contagious! LOL. omg lah. hahah, our nights together in chalet is simply LOL. okay, i can continue laughing at what YOU did that nights. HAHAHA.

back to the point- haha, i feel that you've truly matured since you came back, yes! i'm so happy for you! you'll always be the one that's highh! HAHAA, and in cg, you'll always be so readily sharing your testimonies! wheeee. continue to trust in God for greater things! you also someone who goes the extra mile for people- for example buying medicine for yanyu, javin when they were unwell. also! like yday, when i asked you for the fastest way home, you gave me a lot of suggestions, and even called your cousin to help. ahhh thanks! continue to have this kind of heart for people for God yah! don't quit on God, all the way for Jesus! :)

hi sheep! LOL. what's with that face?! HAHAHA. we've nicer pics together, but it's in your memory card ): HAHAHA. so make do with this first? LOL. sheep ah sheep! i know we're only like 3 months together as shepherd and sheep, i dare to say our f/s has grown greatly! :) i'm glad that i'm able to play a part in your life, i'm really thankful that you opened to me. HAHA! breakthrough lehhh! LOL. yes girl! continue to have breakthroughs in your life- either you grow/ backslide.

i don't want you to miss out in this! :B on the very first night of camp, i'm sorry that i was unable to answer your question, i want you to know that God knows all the answer- YOU ARE CHOSEN BY GOD!!!! don't deny that! cause God makes NO mistakes. He's God right? :) haha, don't insult Your God- dream big and do big things for God! i'm amazed that you shared that you want to be a UL. lol, if i'm not wrong. YAY! you can de! i see the potential in you! :) haha. whatever i said that night, i mean it! i'm committed to you, i'm committed to see you grow! like a seed that will reap much much more fruits!

as you responded to overcome books, APPLY IT IMMEDIATELY! it's time to grow out from that! let's be overcomers for Jesus! God's heartbeat's for the whole world! get out of that nutcase and you'll find your life with Jesus much more fulfilling! jiayou! it's not easy, but i hope you'll keep to your word! let's be do-ers on the word. c'mon! EASTC3 ARE FOR US TO CLAIM! :) HAHAHA. gogogo!

yoyoyo! :) a powerful woman of God! HAHAHA. time to respond to God's calling- to go and make disciples! :D YAY! you've been a great support to me! :) like, when i ask you to do a task, always readily available! LOL. so yay! thank God for you! you're someone crazy for God! always so crazzzzzy! oh! thanks for cooking a meal for me that time, indeed it was a great blessing! when i did not have any money for lunch, your meal was a great blessing! thanks girl! LOL. continue to share God's goodness to people! God'll use you greatly de! hehe. yay!

i'm in this with you to complete coral! wheeeeeeee. coral family must grow! imagine us sharing testimony on stage next! and we'll hold hands with one another. AHHHH IM DYING TO SEE THAT! yay! i'm glad to be serving together with you in this family of God! let's continue to open up our lives with one another yah! LOL. continue to give God& His kingdom your best k! cause God deserves it! Amen? lovexxx! :BB

lol! taken from your blog :) hahaha, hello ex-ex shepherd! lol. glad to be leading a cg with you x: HAHAHA, you're someone who knows a lot of my flaws. lolllllllll. i'm glad our f/s' stronger as we grow in Christ! i really really thankful how God brought us closer :) you're indeed a true friend to me, someone there to encourage me, advise me, etc.

i remember times when i was despair, you were there to spur me on, times when things didn't seem right, you came to encourage me :) thank you thank you thank you! it is you who also saw the potential in me and invested your time to grow me! wheee~ if it isn't for you, i would have backslided long long time ago. lol. thanks for availing your time to me- like that time i was so scared to call *'s parents, you kept me accompany and all. ahhhhhh thanks! that was what i really needed- a little push. lol. thanks girl! let's continue to sharpen one another. and you shall take EASTC2. cause EASTC3 is mine! HAHAHAH, lameee. okay, but i'm dead serious! :) alrighty, love you to bitx! cheers to our 3 years of friendship and let's run to the end! :) i'm anticipating EASTC2 grow like siaoooooooooo! (:

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i'm committed to you girls, hope you're in this with me! :)
the KOG must keep advancing! get out of your comfort zone!

wheeeee. let's end the race!
let's claim the victory!

opy & ocy are coming back this thursday!
-mixed feelings-

moving on no matter what! :)


"wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchless in every way"

man, when we were singing that song, i just bowed on my knees,
worshipping my powerful God. :)

rightttttttt, photox! {:

higher, deeper, wider! :)

shepherd and sheepmates!:)

the bunch of people i worked closely with! (:

jacq's CLs! hahaha (:

EAST BC! :)

EASTC2! w/o penglin, daphne and joyce- people who came for part-time! :)
we may be small, BUT we WILL NEVER remain small! Amen? :)

stupid sheep! :)

joan joan joan! someone i treasure in my life! :)

coral family! love you all many! :)

friendship built on Christ will never end! :)

beloved pig and yingjie! :)

hahah! sheepmatex, meng and yingjie!

butt butt butt butt *poots* rocks! :)

mimi! :) more to go! :) haha, next post.


this camp was different. :)
as what i stated in my previous post, hahaha, to add on. God just kept pouring and pouring!

my camp objectives:
1. major on the major, and not on the minor.
2. fall in love with the wOG.
3. grow in God-centeredness.

i shall share 2 verses God spoke to me directly during worship..

1. john 15:4- Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.
(He told me on 1st night in camp, before DK(?) shared on 2nd night) whoo! man, i was really praying with all my heart that GOD! DON'T PASS ME BY! and like jacob wrestle with God to bless him :) this verse really mean a lot. in terms of studies, group growth. as long, as long as i remain in Him! i'll bear much fruits, for w/o Him, i cannot bear any.

2. matthew 22:37- Jesus replied: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.'
if you love God with all your heart, mind and soul, the great commission is important to you! people matters to you! fruitfulness is normal! when you love God with all your HEART, your heart motives must be right! your desires must be right before God. with all your SOUL, you must desire for spiritual stuffs! MIND, focus on God! don't think negatively, don't be judmental, don't give in to Satan! :) Amen!

thank You Lord. :) I'm pening (blogging) so that when I look back, I give thanks!
if you read my previous blog, xanga.com/monsterdance - my dec camp post. (X29)

God dropped a word in my heart to invest in lives and KOG. i remember that time i was so burdened about opy. and guess what! opy shared testimony in january! it's God's word who changed my life. and.. it's God's word that made me who I am today :)

dennis asked the CLs on monday night- do we want to stay in the Youth? though i'm not in Poly now, but it dropped me a burden, whether i should move on next year or stay in Youth. mannnnnnnnn, I CAN TELL YOU I WANT TO STAY IN THE YOUTH! I WANT TO PLANT SEEDS IN THIS GENERATION! I WANT TO KEEP IMPACTING LIVES AND LEAVE A LEGANCY HERE! to continue investing in more lives and in the KOG! :)

convicted about it! (: i jot down on my camp booklet the areas God spoke and i want to change in! :) and as i'm typing now, whoo! boy. God! haha, yes! just walk across the room, just life my 1 and only life for Christ! cause, THIS WILL LAST! :)

i don't care how you look at me, i'm going all out for God!

in the camp, met sylvina on the 1st night/ 2nd day morning! teehehe, quality time i treasure most! :)

2nd night/ 3rd day morning, met up with sylvina, pig and javin. javin- YES GIRL! I CAUGHT YOUR VISION! AM IN THIS WITH YOU. BY FAITH AND IN JESUS' NAME, CORAL WILL GROW. CORAL. WILL. GROW! labour in the Lord for it won't be in vain! you go girl! lead with a burdened heart! (: pig- lol, typo error! k, my message for you is HERE! yay! thanks for pei-ing me! hahahaha, jiayou in growing! let's be overcomers! :) hahaha, don't dwell in the past, give thanks and move on! start the race, end the race k! :) LOVE YOU PIGGY.

3rd night/ 4th day morning, whee! pyjamas night! LOL. also shepherding time! with my dearest jacqqqq! HAHAHA. thanks for your listening ear shepherd! cos i really shared alot, (actually got somemore de) hahaa, still! thanks for availing your time though you were tired! really! hahah, love you shepherd! (: caught up with my spiritual buddy! JADE HO! hahaha, though time spent wasn't long, still! thanks for sharing and all! keep me accountable of my words k! i know both of us were super duper tired! LOL. I STILL CAN REMEMBER WHEN YOU BANGED URSELF AT THE ENTRANCE THERE! teehehe! :) love ya butt! keep serving God! don't focus on your limitations and keep dreaming big for God! thanks for accompanying me till 4-5am! O:

WE SERVE A BIG. GOD.
WE SERVE A BIG BIG BIG GOD.
WE SERVE A BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG GOD.
to Him, the sky's the limit! (:

wordy post, still! LOL. MY GOD, MY GOD, MY GOD'S A BIG GOD.
i praise a BIG GOD, i praise GOD with my all.
i worship a BIG GOD, i worship GOD with my all.
i serve a BIG GOD, i serve GOD with my all.

Yes and Amen to all! :)

let's not just respond during camp!
BUT LET'S RESPOND AFTER CAMP!

anticipating God's move as we labour in prayers! (:
I WILL BE THE NEXT PERSON SHARING TESTIMONY! HAHAHA.
AGAIN! :D YAY!
"nothing else matters"

boy oh boy! photosxxxx time! heh! :BBBBB enjoy alrighty?

most of them are still in my photobucket. hahaha, wait again? hahaha :)
in <24 hours time! *SCREAMSXXXX*
OASIS CAMP!


ask me why i'm excited! :)
1. first time as a EASTC2-ian! (lol)
2. i've set my 3 camp objectives! AND IM READY TO MEET GOD!
3. first time i've a sheep coming to camp with me! :)
3. first time i'm leading a cg in camp!
4. first time my shepherd will be jacq in camp!
5. first time i'll be playing guitar for qt in the morning!
6. first time i'm not involved in anything in camp!
(WHICH MEANS.. I'LL RECEIVE MORE! HAHAHA)

yay! will be going off, to pray, and think of what to speak to my people.
JOYCE'S COMING! CORAL PICTURE PLS! :) HAHAHA.
i can't wait! God move!

my heart's open and soft to Your wordddd!
yay! time to catch up with my beloveds.
I'LL BLOG WHEN I'M BACK FROM CAMP.

another week's time, opy and ocy will be back from penang.
another 2 weeks' time, it's school! ):

*STRESS BALL?* :))
"more than words"

temporal blogskin :)
my face is as red, as a lobster! :D HAHAHHA.
kay, NOT because i'm blushing, but because of the sun. LOL :)

really hope i've grown tanner, hahaha. but it's really whoo!
thank God today's weather was good! :) though really hot in the begining,
still, mid-afternoon weather was awesome! :DDDD

yeah! hahaha, thank you those who came down today for 2/7 gathering!
today= ♥ ♥ ♥!

cut the (k)rab, and pictures! :)

hahhaa i wanted to upload all the pictures edwin sent. but.. i'm lazy! LOL.
so.......... :)
chezzzeeee. be patient.
hahaha, good things are worth the wait .__________.

night'o!

"your joy is my strength"

mia? (:




as soon as i can send my phone's pictures to my computer, i'll blog.
hohoho, welllllllllllllllllllllll. to look forward to:

sheepmates & shepherd outing tonight!
2/7 gathering @ sentosa tmr! (PRAY FOR GOOD WEATHER!)
OASIS CAMP!

camp objectives! *pulls hair* (:
right now, study and mug my butt off.

ps/ when you see me, pls ask me what does HSBC stands for! LOL.
to proof you read my blog, k lah, lame still! hahaha HSBC! :DDDDDD

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