Wednesday, June 25, 2008
initially i'm not supposed to be blogging, neither did i want to as well.
wanted to just read my emails.
but i just blog-surf. and read huanyi's blog..
Yes, its veryy late now!! but i just want to stay up late,to know god's better. YES! i just converted two days ago. 210608. Perhaps i got motivated by what javin's had said to me wks ago, its really takes me alot of time to make this decision. Last wk, before i converted,my mind was filled with all this: "should i convert, and become a christian, and believe in god??" Okay,this was driving me like nuts.Brains are like pretty clogged up by too many things around . But at last, i finally made a decision, which is to believe in god. At that time, i still find it unbelievable that god can do to make a difference in our lives. So i decided to try out.When i was on the way for a holiday to malaysia, i really faced alot of problems. i quarrelled with my father, that time, i really felt that he was very unreasonable, amd is not only me. I cried. I really regretted coming. So at that time, i really prayed, as i rmbered what javin had spoken to me. Though i had not converted, i still prayed. And then? yes,god answered my prayer!! Not only that, i was like quite sick and had a bad headache,really hurts, so i prayed. I prayed that i would soon recovered after i woke up from the 2hrs nap AND?? Yes, i felt better then!!! It was quite a miracle, usually if i were to be sick, i won be able to recover in such a short period of time. It will take me yrs,but this time round,tts really miracle. I also prayed for many many things, wherever probs i encountered, i will not hestitate to pray, and guess what?? everything falls beyond...... yesh!its all come true.Its just like a heavy stone out from my heart!From then on, i really believe in god, though i didnt expressed it out. Though theres alot of things that im still unsure about, but i'll try to read,learn,ask in order to have a more clearer and better view of god. God i will do my best and you do the rest.God, i pray that you will speak to me. In jesus name i pray, Amen. Went for service 2days ago, i didnt really participated, except for praying. Hahas honest speaking, im not really used to it with the cg people? hahas, i think i need time. Give me time,and i'll be use to it. (:LASTLY, I LIKE TO END HERE BY thanking JAVIN NG for all those words that you had said to me!! Many Many! and clearing my doubts. And CANDACE LYE to allow me to know god and many many as well!! YEA, really wanna thank you two! I dunno how to expressed my gratitude, but i really really really is thankful. <3We built this love with the craft of our beautiful and loving hands,Yet,with your bare hands ,you could take it down again <33
i teared. ok, a bit. lol :)
omg lah. -those were the days of pioneering NAS-
God!!!! i'm so stress with my studies.
am really stressed.
mock exam next week, and
my people not doing well.
wo hen paaaaaaaaa.
i'll move on! i told esther! and i mean it. im moving on. (:
i was reminded of camp.
i want a lot a lot of people holding hands with me as i go Heaven.
i'll say "LAO PA, WO HUI LAI LE! I'VE RUN THE RACE, KEPT THE FAITH!"
Jesus, i'm Yours.
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
initially i'm not supposed to be blogging, neither did i want to as well.
wanted to just read my emails.
but i just blog-surf. and read huanyi's blog..
Yes, its veryy late now!! but i just want to stay up late,to know god's better. YES! i just converted two days ago. 210608. Perhaps i got motivated by what javin's had said to me wks ago, its really takes me alot of time to make this decision. Last wk, before i converted,my mind was filled with all this: "should i convert, and become a christian, and believe in god??" Okay,this was driving me like nuts.Brains are like pretty clogged up by too many things around . But at last, i finally made a decision, which is to believe in god. At that time, i still find it unbelievable that god can do to make a difference in our lives. So i decided to try out.When i was on the way for a holiday to malaysia, i really faced alot of problems. i quarrelled with my father, that time, i really felt that he was very unreasonable, amd is not only me. I cried. I really regretted coming. So at that time, i really prayed, as i rmbered what javin had spoken to me. Though i had not converted, i still prayed. And then? yes,god answered my prayer!! Not only that, i was like quite sick and had a bad headache,really hurts, so i prayed. I prayed that i would soon recovered after i woke up from the 2hrs nap AND?? Yes, i felt better then!!! It was quite a miracle, usually if i were to be sick, i won be able to recover in such a short period of time. It will take me yrs,but this time round,tts really miracle. I also prayed for many many things, wherever probs i encountered, i will not hestitate to pray, and guess what?? everything falls beyond...... yesh!its all come true.Its just like a heavy stone out from my heart!From then on, i really believe in god, though i didnt expressed it out. Though theres alot of things that im still unsure about, but i'll try to read,learn,ask in order to have a more clearer and better view of god. God i will do my best and you do the rest.God, i pray that you will speak to me. In jesus name i pray, Amen. Went for service 2days ago, i didnt really participated, except for praying. Hahas honest speaking, im not really used to it with the cg people? hahas, i think i need time. Give me time,and i'll be use to it. (:LASTLY, I LIKE TO END HERE BY thanking JAVIN NG for all those words that you had said to me!! Many Many! and clearing my doubts. And CANDACE LYE to allow me to know god and many many as well!! YEA, really wanna thank you two! I dunno how to expressed my gratitude, but i really really really is thankful. <3We built this love with the craft of our beautiful and loving hands,Yet,with your bare hands ,you could take it down again <33
i teared. ok, a bit. lol :)
omg lah. -those were the days of pioneering NAS-
God!!!! i'm so stress with my studies.
am really stressed.
mock exam next week, and
my people not doing well.
wo hen paaaaaaaaa.
i'll move on! i told esther! and i mean it. im moving on. (:
i was reminded of camp.
i want a lot a lot of people holding hands with me as i go Heaven.
i'll say "LAO PA, WO HUI LAI LE! I'VE RUN THE RACE, KEPT THE FAITH!"
Jesus, i'm Yours.
